||[Jun. 24th, 2005|08:36 am]
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
|||||Hotel Yorba- - - The White Stripes||]|
Well, now is the time I've officially earned the right to say my final goodbyes and make a long, sappy entry so bear with me if you want.
I think I've gone down everyone else has gone down during Senior Year. I've made friends since 7th grade and kept them until 12th in which we all wanted to kill each other for no apparent reason. But I also made a few new friends or noticed some great qualities in people I'd already known (Roxy, Irving, Stacy, Antonius, Ivan, Chris, and a few others come to mind).
Of course, none of it really matters because a) We're all parting ways and all of what we've done seems so minimal now. Even though we say we're going to keep in touch, chances are that we won't (I've seen it happen too many times to believe otherwise). b) I have no more enemies because in my mind, I have made peace with everyone and I mean everyone, even people who bugged the hell out of me or people I felt had betrayed me...there's not too many faces I'd hated...I think. Most of the people I know are my friends and annoying people well...let's say I give them props for trying. But like I said, it doesn't matter. I am at peace with you now.
But with all things said, you know me...I'm really going to miss you guys that I unfortunately have no reason to spend my future with. I only hope that we can have some sort of job in which we can work together again and have an excuse to talk.
The most probable reason that no one keeps in touch is that they're afraid of things being weird since there's nothing to discuss except the "old times". But if you guys ever just want to ring me or click me, I'll probably be more excited to hear from you than you'd be from calling me lol ;P. I'm the biggest kind of extrovert so even if I'm going to college, running my milk & soda bar or just hanging around the house, waiting for college, I'd be more than happy to hear from you guys again, especially those of you that I've barely begun to establish a relationship with.
Thank you Irving for giving me my CDs back. We have to do another massive trade over the summer. When I get my car we'll do our dirty deeds at the Chicken's Farm. Let me know when you and Ivan are up for another round of fantabulous DoD.
The ceremony made me happy! I've never seen and felt so much love in one place. There were no fights (at least any that I saw), everyone was hugging and cheering each other on. It felt good because I've never given and received so many hugs since 5th period on Wednesday. But this time it was a wee bit more special because even the antsy nervous people loosened up.
I walked on stage and instead of walking to Mr. Flecha to get the picture taken, I went to the ropebearers and Mrs. Lord had to show me the way. I told everyone I did it on purpose but I seriously spaced out for a second.
Someone blew up a condom and people were hitting it around...that was hilarious! I should've snapped a picture of it.
After a dreadful wait on the bus, we finally got going. One of our chaperones pulled up behind a Wal Mart to pee and his buddies were taking pictures. I also met Alex Tellez of the infamous Shock Hazard.
When we got there, the lines were MASSIVE and Antonius, Vanessa, and I were sucked into a random crowd of another school. I didn't tell them but I was a little freaked out. Anyhow, I was afraid that the cops patting us down were going to find my gum and my shuffle, so I stuck'em both in my pants near my johnson. And lo and behold, I MADE IT. They patted me just about everywhere (I think I got to 2nd base today with an old guy) except the holy area. Suckers! So I had my shuffle and bag of Dentyne Ice the whole night.
So Antonius and I walked around finding various groups, and eventually the people that wouldn't leave us ended up being Spud and Stefen Millan. We walked around with'em the whole night.
We went on It's a Small World, Jungle Safari, Buzz Lightyear's Blaster Thing, Pirates of the Carribean, Haunted Mansion, INDIANA JONES (my favourite), and Star Tours. That was the most fun I've had in a long time. Indiana Jones is amazing. Just amazing. It's probably not the rockiest or scariest ride ever, but it's definitely great, great fun. It was worth the long wait.
LOL our friend Jorge sat behind Stefen and screamed his head off during the whole ride. It was so fake, but it was loud too. So Stefen got mad and started punching him and he stopped for a bit, and then he started again. I've never laughed so hard in my life.
Then at the end of the whole thing, we met up with Stephen Marr and spend a few hours WALKING with him. We didn't stop until we found our stupid bus, which almost left without us.
( Graduation + Grad NightCollapse )