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Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
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[Jun. 28th, 2005|09:07 pm] |
Heya friends,
I've got a new SN and livejournal so feel free to add me if you care to read about my....well I guess it's the same as this one, so if you randomly added me and are sick of my bullshit or have been itching to take me off your list but stayed politely faithful (which I appreciate), I'll stop posting with this one lol.
But if you want to stay my friend, well then hell, I love you! Or if you've never IMed me before and will now, I love you!
New AIM SN = Jasper the Libra
New LJ = ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _reuters_jasper
For journal purposes....I just spent a whole day downloading Star Wars Episode III and it turned out to be Paris Hilton's sex tape...I'm so disappointed...and I just vented with Irving. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|08:36 am] |
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| | Hotel Yorba- - - The White Stripes | ] |
Well, now is the time I've officially earned the right to say my final goodbyes and make a long, sappy entry so bear with me if you want.
I think I've gone down everyone else has gone down during Senior Year. I've made friends since 7th grade and kept them until 12th in which we all wanted to kill each other for no apparent reason. But I also made a few new friends or noticed some great qualities in people I'd already known (Roxy, Irving, Stacy, Antonius, Ivan, Chris, and a few others come to mind).
Of course, none of it really matters because a) We're all parting ways and all of what we've done seems so minimal now. Even though we say we're going to keep in touch, chances are that we won't (I've seen it happen too many times to believe otherwise). b) I have no more enemies because in my mind, I have made peace with everyone and I mean everyone, even people who bugged the hell out of me or people I felt had betrayed me...there's not too many faces I'd hated...I think. Most of the people I know are my friends and annoying people well...let's say I give them props for trying. But like I said, it doesn't matter. I am at peace with you now.
But with all things said, you know me...I'm really going to miss you guys that I unfortunately have no reason to spend my future with. I only hope that we can have some sort of job in which we can work together again and have an excuse to talk.
The most probable reason that no one keeps in touch is that they're afraid of things being weird since there's nothing to discuss except the "old times". But if you guys ever just want to ring me or click me, I'll probably be more excited to hear from you than you'd be from calling me lol ;P. I'm the biggest kind of extrovert so even if I'm going to college, running my milk & soda bar or just hanging around the house, waiting for college, I'd be more than happy to hear from you guys again, especially those of you that I've barely begun to establish a relationship with.
Thank you Irving for giving me my CDs back. We have to do another massive trade over the summer. When I get my car we'll do our dirty deeds at the Chicken's Farm. Let me know when you and Ivan are up for another round of fantabulous DoD.
GRADUATION
The ceremony made me happy! I've never seen and felt so much love in one place. There were no fights (at least any that I saw), everyone was hugging and cheering each other on. It felt good because I've never given and received so many hugs since 5th period on Wednesday. But this time it was a wee bit more special because even the antsy nervous people loosened up.
I walked on stage and instead of walking to Mr. Flecha to get the picture taken, I went to the ropebearers and Mrs. Lord had to show me the way. I told everyone I did it on purpose but I seriously spaced out for a second.
Someone blew up a condom and people were hitting it around...that was hilarious! I should've snapped a picture of it.
GRAD NIGHT
After a dreadful wait on the bus, we finally got going. One of our chaperones pulled up behind a Wal Mart to pee and his buddies were taking pictures. I also met Alex Tellez of the infamous Shock Hazard.
When we got there, the lines were MASSIVE and Antonius, Vanessa, and I were sucked into a random crowd of another school. I didn't tell them but I was a little freaked out. Anyhow, I was afraid that the cops patting us down were going to find my gum and my shuffle, so I stuck'em both in my pants near my johnson. And lo and behold, I MADE IT. They patted me just about everywhere (I think I got to 2nd base today with an old guy) except the holy area. Suckers! So I had my shuffle and bag of Dentyne Ice the whole night.
So Antonius and I walked around finding various groups, and eventually the people that wouldn't leave us ended up being Spud and Stefen Millan. We walked around with'em the whole night.
We went on It's a Small World, Jungle Safari, Buzz Lightyear's Blaster Thing, Pirates of the Carribean, Haunted Mansion, INDIANA JONES (my favourite), and Star Tours. That was the most fun I've had in a long time. Indiana Jones is amazing. Just amazing. It's probably not the rockiest or scariest ride ever, but it's definitely great, great fun. It was worth the long wait.
LOL our friend Jorge sat behind Stefen and screamed his head off during the whole ride. It was so fake, but it was loud too. So Stefen got mad and started punching him and he stopped for a bit, and then he started again. I've never laughed so hard in my life.
Then at the end of the whole thing, we met up with Stephen Marr and spend a few hours WALKING with him. We didn't stop until we found our stupid bus, which almost left without us.
( Graduation + Grad Night ) |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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| | I Want You to Want Me (perfect highschool song) | ] |
Today was too emotional....but in a good way! My tears were tears of joy and love. It was basically a day of saying goodbye to people and getting my yearbook signed (a little late). 2nd period was basically just a day of sitting with Mr. Stanfield and playing guitar (and getting a few sigs).
5th period. Wow. I almost cried. It's hard saying goodbye but I had to. I'm not going to bother listing names right now but I'm going to miss almost everyone in that class. Mr. Amiri held us in some knots at some times but most of the time it was peace, love, music, and java games. We all traded jugs (ehh? Spanish for hugs) and trading our love.
Mon amis (that read my LJ), I know I have said so much about junk this year but today was one of those days that just made me appreciate you guys so much. I've had beefs with a few of you over the years but that means nothing to me. What does mean something is all the compassion we have shared. All the compliments, the help, and just being there meant a lot to me. I could go even more emo and sappy but I'll save that for Thursday ;).
For now, here are some more pictures! (I didn't get enough people or enough pictures because I spent more time with the yearbook.) I hope you guys meant what you wrote, it not only made my day but it made me really happy that I get to end Senior Year on such a happy note with everyone. I met what I wrote when I signed, I think there's only a few people who boil my lettuce but I don't even hate'em. "taught me to be a better person" "starbucks date" "fellow Libra" "the other side"....*swoon* I love you guys. Those inside jokes will live forever.
Irving came to our 5th period today! It was fun watching you guys play Rise of Nations, Irving. You're in the group picture.
( Saying Goodbye Part III ) |
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[Jun. 16th, 2005|08:09 pm] |
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| | Don't Let It Bring You Down- - Neil Young | ] |
Today was really nice...the higlights of the day were just signing yearbooks, talking to folks, and playing hacky sack with Irving and his junior friends since I'm sick of our senior class. Those kids are so nice, even the ones they themselves consider the wacky ones. And I finally met Mark, the man I have been playing DoD with online for awhile. Irving was wearing shorts today. Thanks for letting me stay there, dude.
Then we got called down at the end of 5th period and had to stay an extra hour because of some earthquake we didn't even feel. That was dumb even though Mr. Garcia started singing Spanish songs (I think he was singing).
I should've made a better plan and gone for Pitzer College...that place sounds so awesome now after all our applications have been turned in lol. Ms. Clark came from Pitzer and she is so articulate, one of those teachers you can actually listen to.
I'm gonna bum everyone's cell phone numbers for Grad Night. I'm planning to approach many people and make some final apologies before we graduate because I know some people think I try to be nice to everyone for fake reasons...and that's just stupid (no offense) because I really have no other motives rather than wanting to make people happy. Can't imagine any other reason. Eh but there's no reason to prolong this drama so I'll try to make peace next Friday.
Oh well, off I go to finish that English project and start trying to study for Mr. Amiri's so I don't get a 0. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
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| | Slow Hands- - - Interpol | ] |
Pretty fun day....had a nice convo with Jamie, Jeremy, and Randy about relationships and whatnot. Then Randy and Jeremy showed me how to dance. It was funny because eventually they had enough of my crap and we decided that I listen to too much rock lol. So I'm gonna download Thriller soon. I gotta freshen up the dancing for grad night because I really want to hit up the dance clubs...probably won't be as fun as prom dancing but hey I'm not going to get that many chances.
I was talking to Mr. Hurley yesterday and it was such a weird experience. The night before, I had been listening to a song that was in Dumb and Dumber that was by his band, and when I told him about it, he said he wrote that song. I don't think I've ever gotten close to meeting anyone who wrote anything I liked, the closest I ever got to such was my mom being good friends with Van Dyke Parks (Beach Boys lyricist) and his wife. And he was surprised to hear Irving and I talking about some really old stuff (don't know if you heard that Irving).
I'm about to give up on "songwriting" because I honestly can't pen songs for shit.
Goin' driving tommorrow, doesn't help that my glasses are all scratched up.
If you've heard me talk or engaged in conversation with me, it will probably surprise you to hear that I am a person of faith and right now is the time for prayer. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|06:09 pm] |
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| | In the Cold, Cold Night- - The White Stripes | ] |
Okay I accidentally stole someone's iPod headphones, if that someone reads my LJ I'm sorry and I'll get it to ya ASAP. I just found out when I found my old pair under my bedsheets.
Hmmm post-prom...now everyone's gonna look forward to Grad Nite. I can't wait either. Sucks for the Aloha Dance, no one cares lol. Can't wait to hit up the dance clubs with Anthony and other folks. Oh yeah and I'm taking a buttload of pictures.
Other than that, Tecson and I are planning to re-form the fractured "Reflections" yet again, this time hopefully with our new friend from Hancock Park (and she played an awesome show on Thursday) and my old best friend, whom I will contact soon.
So yeah I ate two pizza meals yesterday. I woke up around 12:30 and went to Ben's awesome birthday at CPK, then my dad brought some pizza from Laguna for dinner. So yeah I'm kind of immune to the pleasures of pizza for now.
School is probably at its most pointless as of now...the only highlights I can think of today was talking to Franklin in English (that's the most I've ever talked to anyone in English since we never CAN!), watching Nick photoshop Snoop Dogg onto Ringo's face on Abbey Road, and a free period in Mr. Amiri's.
And summer's coming soon....I either want to work at Barnes'n Noble or Mrs. Fields' in Paseo. I hope Stacy works there so I will have a friend. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2005|01:33 am] |
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| | Let's Stay Together- - - Al Green | ] |
The morning was horrible since I got into a screamin' fight with my folks and I really wanted to get away at night time.
Prom----was----awesome----even though I wish I'd brought a damn mirror since I have a double chin in almost every picture.
Jessica and I got there kinda early, then I essentially got to first base with the school cop (first time someone's felt up my ass in awhile, actually). The trauma wore off when everyone got there and we all just mingled. Then came the time to dance and that was REALLY fun. I've never done it in my life and I probably klutzed all over the place but it was great.
The highlight of the evening (and the whole day for that matter) had to be the last song, which was "Let's Stay Together" by Al Green...I was outside and I ran inside to find Jessica when that song played.
I think I offended the waiters...I kept calling them "Brothers" and telling them they were doing a hell of a job and could I get a few more of these sodas. I almost took a picture of the guy who served us but he was probably real annoyed with me at that point so yeah...
Oh yeah DICK VARGAS DANCED-that was awesome.
I forgot to take so many pictures but oh well, I'm sure the other 50 people who brought cameras can hook me up later.
Now I have to sleep because of my cousin's graduation at Scary La Canada tommorrow...:( I love that kid but I hate that stupidass town.
( Prom! ) |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|09:53 pm] |
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| | My Sharona since fucking yesterday | ] |
!!!!!!!!!!!
School....hmmm....
Picked up my tux....it's not so bad thanks to Anthony's and Ashlee's optimism (I believe).
And goddamn what an adventure!!!!
So Steve picks me up, and we pick Jonathan and John up to go to a "show" in Griffith Park. I was thinking it was an outdoor thing with a buttload of people or the Greek Theatre.
So we get to Griffith Park (which is about a bajillion miles wide) and start exploring arbitrarily. It's a bigass park and we had no idea where to start. So for about an hour and a half, we drive around the Greek Theatre, up in the hills and the mountains, through a residential area....yeah we did that for about an hour and a half and we almost gave up...we found no stadium, ampitheatre, or open space. I must've called 4 people to ask'em for directions.
And yeah on the way home...we saw about 15 people around two picnic benches-playing a guitar or two and a pair of bongos. We were whispering, "Is that it?" "Is that it?" "Is that the show?" "Nah it's a church get-together dude."
So the guy playing guitar says jokingly, "Join the cult, brother!"
And I told him we know "Edge" Cherene. He points to her at the picnic table.
The whole damn time we saw absolutely no crowds, and all the ampitheatres/spaces were empty...we thought we had been fooled. Turns out the show was at two picnic tables.
Wasn't even a show....more like a get together (in a good way). We played pieces of "Just What I Needed", "My Best Friend's Girl", "Stairway" (yes), "Like a Rolling Stone", and I fucked up big time because I sang the word "Roooooxane" as if I was going to play it but I have no effing idea how to play that song. Everyone cheered but when I said I didn't know how to play it, my face and the cheers fell.
It would have sounded way better if the guys had joined me, but I understand that it was on the spot and unrehearsed so yeah....but still the whole thing was fun! That's my kind of environment, all open and casual. And we met Edge Cherene which is totally awesome b/c we've been listening to her stuff and talking to her occassionally and I honestly thought I was never going to meet her but we finally did! And she sang Sitting On the Dock of the Bay and some other good tunes. Good voice, good voice.
So we invited her to jam with us and who knows, maybe this will be the big break we've been looking for.
So yeah prom is tommmorrow.....busy ass weekend, like I said.
I haven't forgotten my unsalvaged best friends though...still missing a big part of me that I hopefully gain again soon. |
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[May. 30th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| | Chapel of Love- - - The Dixie Cups | ] |
All I want is
For you to make love to me"
Memorial Weekend sucked.
I went to a Chinese Restaurant and asked if they had any fortune cookies (they did not). My dad got mad at me and I laughed. That restaurant hated my family.
+My brother and I spent the entire dinner hour laughing at the waiters/waitresses. He said any minute now there would be a deal gone bad in the "backroom" and the waiters would bust out their kung fu.
+Then my mom openly insulted two waiters (and they laughed, amused at how bold we were).
+Then we had the waiters wrap up about 10 boxes of uneaten food.
+My brother found a meal consisting of "Fried Pigeon" and he told us and we kept laughing and yelling out "HAHAHA fried pigeon!"
+As we left, my brother and I accidentally headed into the bathroom, then the kitchen, then back to the table before we found our way out. Even our parents laughed loudly at us.
Ahh well besides making a scene in a Chinese restaurant...I jammed with Steven Marr for the first time at Aleks' place. He likes crazy good music and he's good eye candy for the girls.
I don't think I'm going to make it to that girl's show on Thursday since the invitation said 6:00 AM.....I knew it. Every chance I get to meet her gets blown away by something in the way. I'd ditch but I'd need a ride and I already ditched 2 times this week. Ah screw it.
But I should be happy because I'm going back to beautiful school this week-yay!
Oh wait but prom is Friday...and I made the wrong choice with my damn tux.
( New shirts ) |
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[May. 25th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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| | Clementine- - - - The Decemberists | ] |
Kiss Me On the Bus by the Replacements is such a nice High School tune...I was listening to it whilst scanning pics and it fits so damn perfectly.
Hmmm....not much happening today. I was feeling kind of annoyed during lunch because I was thinking about my "best friends" and Stefen kept asking me if I was depressed, if it was a girl, etc. etc. and I appreciate him "being concerned" but it kinda made me feel worse. Then the lady in the attendance office was being a total bitch (she always is but today in particular grrrr)...4th was okay, we just did more senior polling.
I did however, learnt that when the moon is full, crime is usually at a higher rate.
My jam session with the amazingly awesome folkie has been cancelled. It never was really set in the first place because she said "this weekend" but not Saturday, so I misunderstood and set a date for Saturday. So no beautiful folk player, so I guess Spud and the guys think I'm just a big talker now. I kinda expected it to happen though. Not only is fate never kind in that way but: 1) Some of my friends were making fun of someone else and I couldn't help but crack a joke along with'em.... 2) I didn't pray that night....3) I am still being a bitch to my parents.
I've got some random pictures from the weekend + the week...
( Random pictures ) |
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[May. 20th, 2005|02:08 pm] |
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| | Oldies (Sugarpie Honeybunch mmmmm) you know that I love you! | ] |
Today was a day of movies. First we watched Napolean Dynamite and part of The Incredibles in the auditorium. After the newspaper rush in journalism, We're now watching Empire Strikes Back on the projector in Computers. Man, I am going to be so fucking numb in college. Oh yeah we watched Citizen Kane in English too! I fell asleep during Napolean Dynamite b/c it was too damn hot today. I'm only cold right now because I'm in computers.
I have no idea what I'm going to do this weekend. I always have so many choices and I usually end up doing nothing because I can never make up my mind. Last weekend I was either going to Sherman Oaks to catch a folk show or dinner with the fam. This weekend I can either watch Episode III, go to the Golden City for some Chinese, or....wait that's all I can do. One thing's for damn sure is I'm going to spend plenty of time with the love of my life (and IrvingIvanMarkChris) I just have to keep watching Band of Brothers to get me in the mood.
I am excited about prom. I want to go to prom. I can't wait to go and hang out with people at the prom. I am not excited about getting a tux. I dread getting a tux. I am considering letting my mom do the tux shopping.
I talked to Naomi a lot today at lunch....it's amazing how far we've come along in six years. We're too damn idealistic. I miss being a kid who didn't understand why parents don't like letting their kids watch porn/ultraviolence/ultralanguage movies. I miss not being able to recognize the definition of "things getting weird" between people.
But I am not in an emo mood because I have a Milky Way bar that I have not eaten and a beautiful wife waiting for me at home; just waiting for me to click "get servers" and sign into a room (and hopefully allow me to use the Allies).
I WANNA BE YODA |
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[May. 18th, 2005|03:37 pm] |
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| | Starman- - - - Bowie | ] |
Well today was pretty eventful...all us seniors went to the auditorium to do almost nothing for 4 hours. A couple of people did the karaoke thing (Nick and Naguine singing Twist and Shout was effing hilarious!!!) and it was pretty okay for awhile....then John and I were like Fuck This, so we went "backstage" to the piano where Mike Liu was sitting and we kicked him off of it. So we got the brilliant idea to start jamming since he had his guitar. So we played Let it Be, Brown Eyed Girl, random Jack Johnson I have not heard of, and other stuff.
Then we had to leave for lunch, and when we came back, I guess everyone saw us playing so during the second auditorium period, almost everyone hung out backstage, playing the piano, playing Halo 2 on that little television, playin' hacky sack, or just doing their thing by the John.
So John and I are playing and my casual acquintance Michael Willis comes up and I asked, "you play, Mike?" and he says, "Yup." I didn't think too much of it so I just went outside. Before the bell rang, I heard some mad Sex and the City-ish Salsa music on a piano. I thought it was from the auditorium or something but when I came back, everyone was staring at Michael playing a flawlessly impressive piece on the piano.
Everyone was like, "Fuckkkk!" and "Do that again!" I just grinned and John and he grinned back. I'm going to have to convince Michael to leave his own band tommorrow.
oh well, here are some pics from zee fun day!
( Our day in the auditorium ) |
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[May. 16th, 2005|06:59 pm] |
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| | Waterloo Sunset- - -The Kinks | ] |
So I was identifying minerals and I accidentally got sulfur dust on me. I had just come from my house smelling of shampoo and that cologne me ma got fer me and I ruined it by first period. So for the rest of the day, I smelled like burning matches. :(
We're watching Citizen Kane in English and I guess I started falling asleep....it's not as boring as the first time I saw it (maybe 'cause I know what it's about now), but apparently my head bobbed back and forth.
I sinned three times today - I think all of them involved talking about people behind their back. Not exactly spreading rumors or anything like that, just laughing along with people when they make fun of others. But eerily enough, I have not been punished...hmmm...
So I got home and pretty much just played DoD with Ivan, Irving, and Mark. It's always a blast....
Ugh now that I can't go with Kim and Aleks anymore on weekends, I'm not sure what I'm going to do...I'll find something.
Oh yeah I caught that stupid AIM virus so if I send you some stupid IM, just don't click it.
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[May. 13th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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| | Every Breath You Take- - The Police | ] |
I'm listening to the stalker song right now. It's way too hot. It's Friday the 13th.
I feel like I had everything on Wednesday...or I had the promise of everything.
And now, it's all been taken away. |
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[May. 12th, 2005|05:08 pm] |
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| | 99 Red Love Balloons~~Bjork | ] |
*blank* never pissed me off more than today...*blank* seriously never considers anyone's feelings. I don't know but I think it's cool when people are nice to each other.
So we were talking about this one girl and I said how nice it was that she's open with people and how she's nice to me and he goes, "well she's probably that open with everyone..." my God, if I were some tall white guy who acted all badass he'd probably not say anything. But because it's me, he assumes if I can do something/get something, anyone can. That really pissed me off but I tried not to let it bother me.
And then in the attendance office, I sat filing for almost an hour...boring. Journalism was okay but I was tired as hell since I slept at 3 AM last night. And it was hot too so I was really just being aimless.
And then in computers, I really appreciate and feel good (now) that people cared and all but when someone asks if you're okay when you're really on the edge, you feel like crying more. So I wanted to go outside and cool off and Mr. Amiri was asking me what was wrong. Now I really appreciate it and I am touched but back then I was really about to burst into tears so I just said I was fine and went outside.
Sarah joined me and cheered me up a bit and then I came back in. Then Stacy and Anthony cheered me up and Amiri let me play guitar.
It wasn't exactly a depressing day for me, it was just really annoying to the point that I was about to crack. I feel really bad too b/c people like Stephanni and Mike were really nice to me today. |
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[May. 11th, 2005|01:42 pm] |
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| | Chyeah the B-52's | ] |
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. I'll tell you what i like about you.
09. Put this in your journal.
Oh yeah I forgot....today was effing HILARIOUS b/c I lent Dick Vargas my shuffle and his face was like, "Dude...what the fuck is this???" because there was a classical piece next to Usher and Black Flag, 2Pac, Chili Peppers, the Beatles, The Carpenters, 2Pac LOL I wish I'd taken a picture. |
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[May. 10th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
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| | The Beach Boys | ] |
All the drama...all the bullshit...all the crazy people...all the wack people....all the agony...pain of the opposite sex...all of the school/college fear...all the dishonest people...all of that.
And now...
I think I'm gonna cry-
-sweet tears of joy...
I was reunited with the love of my life half an hour ago...God I turned on an old Beach Boys record (All Summer Long and Today/Summer days and summer nights) and tommorrow I'm going to spend time with the love of my life whilst watching Band of Brothers.
Now I must buy Bastogne cinnamon biscuits, go to the Golden City restaurant on Friday, IM Talia Esber, hmm....
Thank you to the Gods above...and tis' odd you have contacted me through an angel named Frank (nicknamed "Piggy").
tommorrow I'm just going to chill out to all these things as if God never created judgment... |
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[May. 7th, 2005|09:23 pm] |
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| | Can We Still Be Friends- - - Todd Rundgren | ] |
I was nervous when I went to Jessica's party but I wasn't nervous at all when I got there because I knew everyone...and then when I wasn't nervous anymore I found out I didn't even need to play (which was okay because my voice was all scarred by Chow Mein and Mandarin Chicken). Steven didn't show up though, he left his cell in someone's car and he couldn't call me back.
*sniff*...I'm gonna miss too many people. I barely got to know Bill Nunez and some other fine folks.
I am so dead because I left a 20 dollar guitar tool at the restaurant and my dad will definitely kill me if he finds out so I have to go to Guitar Center with Aleks to get a new one. I also left my Chow Mein there :(.
So now I'm just waiting around for Aleks to come home so we can go and do something...I think everyone from the party is watching The House of Wax right now... |
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[May. 4th, 2005|09:08 pm] |
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| | Crimson & Clover- -Tommy James & the Shondells | ] |
The AP Test is tommorrow and I wouldn't have cared before but Ms. BL kind of softened my heart today. So now I gotta read my Cliffnotes a bit and try tommorrow.
It was fun playing with bubbles in journalism today...it was like being on pot without actually smoking...trippy...omg I just realized I still have those, I'm going to use'em in my room! I wish I had a bubble machine like Emmanuel.
The DVD for our film class came yesterday and I showed my parents my movies and I should have expected it; my dad gave me an hour long lecture about movies and how mine were shit and the others were better...*snore*
I've been taking in an unhealthy dose of rap, hip-hop, and gangsta rap....it started off as a joke but now I have like 12 of them on my iPod and I think the Beastie Boys are some of my newest heroes.
I'm not going to kill myself over tommorrow...but I will give an effort. |
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[May. 2nd, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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I had the weirdest dream when I fell asleep today...I dreamt that I went to Irving's house and his dad was making all these kids build something (Tanya and Anthony were in it)...
And then I just IMed him and he told me they're building an extra room! That is wacky.
I also saw a tiny little baby run by all these kids before/after class and he was getting trampled and I was going to save him but I chickened out.
I also dreamt that I saw a squirrel/dog hybrid at John Ta's house and he adopted it or something....
I have the oddest dreams...they make no sense except the building part. Anyway, I hate having them because the atmosphere is usually really disturbing, I don't know why...but oh well, they make me less disturbed with the atmosphere in my real life!
( A few Denny's pics from Saturday ) |
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